Saturday, February 13, 2016

24

Shaliza 8:21 AM No comments

I am trying my best not to make a big deal of my birthday this year. I am the type of person who overthinks and plans ahead to make my birthday special. But not this year. Why make a fuzz of making it special when in fact it is already a special day. I had no time to have my eyebrows threaded in time for my birthday which is the only thing i wanted. But okay, whatever, it will do. I refused also to buy a customized cake because i don't know. One thing's for sure, my heart's only desire for my birthday is to already graduate. That's all i wanted right now. 

I already celebrated my birthday with my relatives today (Feb 13) at Hagonoy whom I love the most. There are no pictures and whatsoever to post it online. I am just happy that I celebrated it with them. I don't know what's gonna happen tomorrow. My plan of celebrating it with my college classmates/friends is still a drawing. 

This year, my first greeter is Mae! My college friend and one of the best buds. I don't know why but 1st greeters do matter to me hehe. I am actually scared because aside from it being your birthday, people tend to embarass you by their posts and messages on facebook. Apparently, my brother already posted a sleeping picture of me for the world to see omaygadd!! There's definitely more to come, knowing my friends crazy behaviors. LOL. 

I am now 24 and getting there (to where it might be). Thank You, Lord, for all those happy, wonderful and crazy years. I hope I get to live until old age while being happy all the time even though there are road bumps along the way because that's what matters. 


Thursday, February 11, 2016

Grateful Board #1

Shaliza 7:04 AM No comments

Not sure where i encountered this Grateful board thing.. Princess Diaries or from other books, i do not remember. I read somewhere that it's healthy to be grateful. Anyway, here are the things I am grateful for today:
1. Even if my FPD patient cancelled on me this afternoon it was okay because in the afternoon I suddenly got dysmenorrhea that I almost pass out. So I went home immediately and rest.
2. My flap patient got deferred due to medical condition but at least she will be back to have her canine extracted by me. It's better to be sure. I don't want to harm any of my patients.
3. I was able to contact FPD single posterior bridge patient after being MIA for weeks! I have been trying to contact her since last last week but fail. I almost gave up, but i suddenly had the urge to call her again tonight. Really really thankful that she still wants to have the treatment done by me.
4. I did general cleaning in the condo.
5. Our thesis moves slow but still.. One PDA Chapter replied to our request. I hope we get to fix everything in time.

Monday, February 1, 2016

Update

Shaliza 7:46 AM No comments

This post is in reference to my post last December 2011 Current. 
I want to meet someone new. I am not a friendly person
I want to talk to someone I don't personally know. I am afraid of talking to someone I don't know personally.
I want to meet my special someone soon. I don't meet new people regularly.
I want to fall in love. I want to be loved.  
..Fast forward to the last quarter of 2014 when i experienced these all. Well not sure about that last line though. 

Thanks to Tinder I get to check this want-list from 2011. HAHA. I used to be shy admitting that I once used that online dating app. But whatever I guess people will be open with it or has already been open using and talking about it. What's wrong with meeting people online? I mean it's up to you at least if you're meeting that person in real life. Thanks to tinder I've experienced a lot of new things! Something that won't happen to me I guess with my boring environment lol. OMG it feels like I am promoting tinder but really not hahaha!

There was this one stranger that I met that added craziness to my already crazy life. Apparently, after all those late night talks, playlists making and coffee "dates" we had, we ended up back to being strangers again. He made me extremely happy and extremely sad at the same time. I've moved on and I am just laughing about it. After all those bittersweet memories, I am still glad it happened. Everything happened really fast but I know it was real (or not?). Maybe it wasn't meant to be but of course I can't deny the feeling of hoping that it would last. 

There was this another stranger/friend that i do not want to really mention because I am really not completely over him. LOL. I feel stupid! I mean how can you be attached to someone you haven't met? Right?! I must be really crazy. I guess a year is already an enough time to tell you that someone isn't into you.. /wrist

It's already February aka Love Month. Thank God there's no pressure on my part every Valentine's Day because what the hell, for me it's my birthday not Valentine's LOL. I am happy to celebrate my birthday with anyone on that day. It's actually ironic that I am born on that day but I never had a boyfriend since birth LOL. Whatever. I know it's gonna happen someday. At the right time. Because timing is everything. 






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