For the longest time, it is just now that I feel happy and at peace at the same time. Because apparently you can be a happy for a moment then the next minute it is gone. I never thought that doing the same routine everyday could be this happy. That commuting for work in the morning and evening could be this tiring but happy. That listening to music in between rides would be this calming. That I can be this passionate towards work and patients. That I am well compensated at work. That I am in good hands at work. That I am going home everyday and eating my mother's cooked meals. That I am spending time in my own room and bed and pillows. That I am thankful whenever I walk on our street going home while looking at the night sky and stars. That having long distance relationship with friends would be this tolerable. That it is not hard accepting that i did not end up where i want to be.
I can finally taste freedom. Maybe this is the answer that God has answered before I even asked those questions. Thank You Lord.
