Milkshake of My Mind

Pagudpud Philippines

I've been MIA for months because I've been lazy as usual. So being a fickle person I've decided to blog randomly for this post. It's like 5 Randoms but this is based from my photobooth pictures. So leggo!

I initially planned to have my birthday salubong at Diliman's UP Fair Up Dharma Down is playing and we're all fans. However, the 1st day of our OM shift at the clinics became 13th and not on the 14th meaning I should start working in the clinics on the 14th. I've scheduled 2 patients, in the morning then on the afternoon. It's my first time doing the extraction procedure alone and endo evaluation so I backed out on going to UP Fair.


I've decided to push the limits of my two patients the next day.  I did an endo evaluation in the morning but wasn't able to finish it. On the afternoon, I've extracted a mesiodens, an extra tooth in between the central incisors. Of course, I did not do it alone, most of the work was done by my professor. But I will learn, it takes a lot of practice and courage, courage is what i only have right now.

It was a long clinic day but as the wolfpack (what we call our group) tradition goes, the birthday celebrant treats the group. So yeah I treated them and I will always be happy to celebrate my birthday with them.


My birthday cake given by them :"> I specifically don't know what it's called. What I know is it is super delicious!


I was having mixed feelings that day. Well, I am having that feeling for my every birthdays.
I was happy for a productive day at the clinics. I was happy to celebrate with them. I was happy my parents will fetch me and that I don't have to commute on my way home. I was sad that two of the wolfpack weren't able to come. I was sad that my crush haven't greeted me personally. I was irritated with Anne because of all the days, that day was the one she's PMS-ing. Everyone was pissed LOL.

And it kinda have occured that if it's your birthday, you get to take home something from where you're eating. We're not clepto, it's just we're tripping. And so I get to take this home with the help of them coz they said the glass is beautiful LOL. (talk about peer pressure)


I received gifts. Two of my MIA wolfpack friends gave me a bracelet. My friend Ron gave me Yema flowers, Jelai gave me chocolates, the cake is from wolfpack, my dad and mom gave me a lot which I will not mention since I don't want to boast around LOL. This one on top is the most unexpected gift haha. I am so touched that they bothered to waste time to make a song cover and record it for me hihi :">

See, even if I don't have a boyfriend, I can feel all the love in the world :))

A relative of mine (my tita) out of the blue told me that I will be 22 years old this year but I still act like I'm 18. Huhu. I've been in denial, then suddenly someone just confirmed it LOL. She also told me months ago that I am a late bloomer.

Maybe because my life constantly revolves during weekdays in school with academic stuff and with school friends whom I've been with since 4 years ago; then on weekends, I'm with my parents, brother, and cousins who are younger than me. It has always been the same routine (not that I'm complaining, just saying): school on weekdays, strolling with family on weekends. And yeah, my forever companion/entertainment: the internet and my phone LOL.

I just answered my tita that after I graduate then I will fix my myself. Specifically, I will then act like a grown up: in terms of clothes, physical appearance (i am most of the time haggard, ugly hair, oily face, etc), maturity level (I am not childish but maybe i'm just too focused in school), love (?). I hope when that time comes, I will not be too late to make those changes.

I dunno why but hearing about Med still aches my heart comparable to an unrequited love.
I am really happy i became a dental intern this semester. I kept on hanging by a thread just to get here. The feeling is nice when treating patients even if it is stressful..
That happiness is shattered now when I heard news about my first love, which is Med. :'(
Just like an unrequited love, there are a lot of what ifs going on my mind right now. huhu

But but I trust You Lord.

I was once a college student who enjoyed buying planners at the start of the year. Until I realized a year ago that I was just wasting my money (not that I'm buying those high end planners) since in the middle of the year I keep on forgetting that I have a planner. Or most of the time, every event (exams, submissions, requirements) is important you can't afford to forget it. So last 2013, I did not bother to buy one.

I happen to stumble upon this Bullet Journal video on youtube and I was encouraged to try it out. Suitably, it is the start of the year.


I also want this kind of grid Journal but I couldn't find one at a cheaper price at NBS. So I ended up buying a notebook at Papemelroti. This to remind me to wake up since most of the time I feel sleepy. /wrist
 What I love about this Bullet Journal is it is very customizable. You are the master of the spaces inside your Journal. You won't ran out of space! Well unless of course if you're at the last page. Also, you can write everything sorted out into events, notes, and tasks through bullets. It's really a lot helpful especially if a lot of things has been going on within your day. You won't miss out something you wrote.

Well, I hope I won't eat my words or rather this post. :)) If all else goes well, I'm buying myself a Moleskine grid journal next year. chos! :))